Two Fingers

Two fingers
Over the heart

Lips smitten with blood

A fresh start

award

voracious ripping into oblivion push yourself through my skin smooth and white a visage in spite but who benefits from this beating into

nothing

what if we just stopped and waited and i became

real again

why am i looking for approval when i dismiss every painted splintered boy there’s a pearl on the horizon but it always snaps shut never sure enough

oh this is alright

i know how it works supply the jerks take the ride no harm done but it’s never finished always rolling eyes back into exposed spines and embarrassing declarations

why so much fuss to see you naked?

what doesn’t come with a prices hides a promise never kept who can save nothing from nothing else never a bridesmaid it’s only my pride

stop pushing